{"id":6,"date":"2009-03-05T05:47:00","date_gmt":"2009-03-05T05:47:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.michaeleregina.com\/blog\/?p=6"},"modified":"2011-05-12T04:55:53","modified_gmt":"2011-05-12T04:55:53","slug":"early-self-doubt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.michaeleregina.com\/blog\/early-self-doubt\/","title":{"rendered":"Early Self Doubt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>One of the things that really matters to me in creating this Production Log is being as truthful about things as I can. In a way this is sort of a &#8220;dear diary&#8221; thing for me.<\/p>\n<p>As such, I really wanted to talk about some of my inner struggles as of late. I know that the artists road can be hard and lonely. I often can feel that way. We piddle away by ourselves in offices, at tables, in front of the computer, or a canvas. It is a rare thing that we would have some one with whom enjoys the creation of art alongside of us. I am lucky enough to have a few people I am close to who I can enjoy that with, but there are many nights, where I plug away wondering: Will this is ever happen for me?<\/p>\n<p>To me making comics isn&#8217;t just a idea or pass time that engage in to be constructive. It is the thing I have wanted to do for almost twenty years. Sure there have been times when I have deviated to one degree or another, but for the most part this has been it.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been hard knowing that creating a comic and pursuing a career in it consists of spending tons of time honing your craft with very little payoff if any in the end. But it isn&#8217;t impossible and if it is possible then I usually don&#8217;t give up. The Unknowns is a book I firmly believe can and will find a publisher. Some nights though its hard to be patient and remember that nothing worth having comes easily or without great patience.<\/p>\n<p>So as a quick note, I just want to encourage many of you out there who have the same feelings to keep plugging away. I truly believe there are many careers out there for us artists. But while you wait, don&#8217;t forget to enjoy the process of creation. If you can&#8217;t LOVE this craft now, you won&#8217;t love it later.<\/p>\n<p>Anyways. Back to the grind.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One of the things that really matters to me in creating this Production Log is being as truthful about things as I can. In a way this is sort of a &#8220;dear diary&#8221; thing for me. As such, I really wanted to talk about some of my inner struggles as of late. 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